How to create a pool of tears in your room

Today Jen, Dan, Nella & (the ugly :p) Mahe came to my house to study. Though I said study, mostly what we did is chatting. That's when I asked Jen n Mahe about Crisis core. After some of their 'spoilers' I couldn't hold the urge for having more spoilers. Thus, I went to youtube and found the ending.

Yes, that's how you create a small pool of tears in your own room! I cried the hell out of me!!! It hurt so much to see Zack die!!!!! I know Zack dies (I've played FF7 before) but then, Square doesn't have to create Crisis Core. The game actually make me love him more than Aerith! Therefore:
I hate Square for creating Crisis Core and make me fall in love with Zack

I hate Square for killing Zack

I hate Square for creating a lot of 'bishies' and kill them eventually (not only Zack, but Tidus too, though they did create a sequel where you can get him back)

I hate Square for creating such a great game

I hate Square for creating such a touching story

I HATE Square for making me fall in love with FF Series, their characters and songs!!!


= Currently wiping off the pool before anyone came into the room and slap my face :P =

Kono kimochi wa, boku no "AI".... kamo ....

Random thought in the old apartment...

I sat on the sofa near the window, looking at the blue sky outside. I was thinking, the cloud swam so freely in the sky...Was the cloud always spent its time flew in the sky? Couldn't it feel bored?

The wind blew through the window I opened widely, I felt it, then again, I wondered, was the cloud moved because of the wind? Yes, I told myself. I picked flower petals from the veranda, threw them from the 17th floor. I lived in an apartment.

The petals slowly flew further. The wind, again I told myself. I closed my eyes, imagining, if I was the petals, will I feel afraid? I laughed, I will scream.

I sat back on the sofa, looking at the sky. Why human life is so boring, always repeating the same activities, again and again, my friend complained yesterday. Again I lost in my thought. I smiled and told myself,
“Life is not boring at all. no day that is the same. Today is different from yesterday even though what you did is the same. As time passing by, you will realize that every thing you see is not the same at all. They may be similar but they won’t be the same. Try to understand and appreciate those feelings and you will see a whole new world.”

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Those are my writing back then in my old apartment. Just a random thought but...I like it.

= Everything in this world is different depends on how you see it =

Indo is in chaos?

This morning my sis text me. She told me not to send any messages to my mom cause she would turn her hand-phone off. If someone told u that, of course (and very of course), u will ask 'why'? For my surprise (plus shock and fear), Indo currently is in chaotic situation. Currently, there are a rumor spreading around, hand-phone screen turns red, those who received the call will die. It really reminds me of 'One miss call' horror movie. Rumor said it is the work of 'spiritual being'. When the screen turns red, u can see the number of 0866 or 0666 (which they said the number of devil - 666).
I've made some research regarding that. The result is:
1. Indo's occult world has taken a BRAND and GRAND new way to kill with technology
2. SIM card companies in indo is jealous of AXIS (the provider for 0866 & 0666 phone numbers) which I assume it is more likely 'getting rid of future possible threat' than jealousy over a new company, thus spreading a nonsense rumor
3. Same reason as the 2nd but different method to eliminate. Based on my research, some websites and blogs said that the red screen was an effect of infrared light. Using the call, someone sent a high density of infrared. Those who were exposed directly, though may not die almost immediately, would have a high chance of getting cancer.

From all 3 results I got, the most logical will be the 2nd but there are some victims confirmed (from newspaper, but I doubt the truth. The newspaper I read was not a good newspaper anyway). The 3rd option seemingly scientific but I don't understand how they could sent infrared through cellphone wave? The 1st option, well, it depends on do you want to believe or not.

Oh well, Indo companies are a true mess and chaos....

= They ruin my love-love mood!!! They ruin my beloved 'day' =
















Yes!!! And it applies to the business world in this twisted world!

Hopefully a beautiful day

I wish today will be a great day...

I hope today will be a day full of happiness...

I hope today will be my lucky day....

I wish today will be an interesting day...

I hope today I will be happy...

I wish today 'he' will be happy...

I hope today 'we' will be happy...

I wish for everybody's happiness because I'm happy...

For today is 'our' happy day....

= in love-love mood =

















Yes!!! That is what I WILL do!!!! B'coz I'm evil!!! Bwahhahahahahah XD